when will you see i care

My family regrets, the style I've been living,So they forgot me as easy as time.I grew up bewildered, on roads that were lonesome.Learning to hate my chances to love.A southern exposure, peeks through my window.Only to find me crying alone.The space between us, leaves me to wonder.Who is caressing the warmth of your charm.The child under your wing, knows me in a picture.Will she remember, the rides on my knee.You never notice the pain, I am wearing.Hid by a smile, yet burns through my soul.The more that I witness, the more I am angry.For staying around as long as I have.The hinge on to you rlife, is only a handle.Held by the demons that bleed through your mind.I leave you with this thought, as I find my exit.Returning to freedom, I'm walking alone.I know it's not healthy, but show me a reason.For living and caring for caring to live.