be myself

This is what I wanna say …..
But I feel so speechless !
Feels like my tongue cleaved to my mouth
I guess some thoughts are never ment to be told ….


BUT I must get this outta my system …
But someone’s stopping me …
I wonder im doing this …
But he just wont let me be


My heart beats profusely ..
Pushing blood thru my veins
Bad and black is my blood
Its taking control of me ..

I wanna feel ,
Ive lost my touch ,
I wanna see , but im so blinded
So help me be oh please help me be !!